☻ Bad in the head but good in bed ☻Queen of Kawaii
Things are supposed to be getting better but I feel worse.
I really need medication, therapy isn’t covering it.
I feel so worthless. Like band and aleck are the only things that keep me going and I never see Aleck and I’m starting to hate rehearsal because I always get so depressed because I see seniors around me with solos and features and the directors commemorating them and telling them how good they sound and the one duet I had not only got cut in half but I was threatened in the beginning to get it taken away completely because I chipped a few notes. And since then I only ever get “that was in time” as a compliment.
I feel like if I died it’d be okay because they obviously don’t need me in the show anyway, it’s not like I have a big part or anything.
I feel myself going under and I’m letting myself slip.
When I say nothing feels real I mean it, I can’t even tell if I’m alive or not.
Buy me cute underwear and oversized hoodies and let me fall asleep in your lap
What makes this for me is the url.
When you’re holding hands with someone and they rub your thumb with their thumb is what I live for
literally my favorite thing ever
Reblog and tell me all about the first roosterteeth video you’ve ever watched!
Rage Quit - QWOP! I watched a bit of it, and went, “Wow, this guy is so fucking angry.” So I called my sister down to watch the rest with me. :D
Rage Quit- the impossible game, I was bawling and then I watched more Rage Quits and ended up watching videos for hours