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Everything was beautiful

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☻ Bad in the head but good in bed ☻Queen of Kawaii

Slowly Wilting

I JUST WANNA BE OFFICIAL FUCK

It hasn’t hit me that i wont be seeing him in a while. Maybe cos skype and everything makes things a little easier but idk. I’m really scared for him to leave though. After what he told me today, i dont know if i can trust him. He told me it was hard enough for him to just say he loved me, and maybe i shouldnt take that for granted. But he said he did what he did cos we weren’t together or anything. I’m not saying i want to be together, but i dont understand why we’re not, like officially. Like it bothers me so fucking much. Cos if he does that in college, we’re not together, so does it matter? 

It would hurt me so much if he found someone else

And I would wait for him, i only wANT him. SO WHY THE FUCK AREN’T WE OFFICIAL FUCK IT WOULD MAKE THINGS SO MUCH BETTER LIKE I WOULD JUST FEEL BETTER COS MY TRUST HAS KINDA WITHERED AND UGH. 

WE PRETTY MUCH ARE TOGETHER????? WHAT THE FUCK IS HE SO AFRAID OF????????????

GODDAMNIT I JUST GOT REALLY MAD HAHAHAHA

WHAT THE FUCK I DONT WANNA BE YOUR BITCH AND TRAIL BEHIND YOU AND WAIT FOR YOU ALL THE TIME I WANNA KNOW IM YOURS AND ONLY YOURS.

ashkinator:

aries: sexually frustrated at everything
taurus: really nice but dead inside
gemini: mostly just hungry
cancer: in the closet but not really
leo: super gay for everyone
virgo: promises not to tell and then tells everyone
libra: lazy assholes like seriously do something with your life
scorpio: i’ve never met one but they’re all jerks
sagittarius: always boning your mom
capricorn: loves everyone but loves themselves more
aquarius: never not killing you
pisces: big booty bitches

→ Anonymous whispered : Dustin is a piece of shit anyways so

But i love him

Maybe he’s just so simple it seems complicated, or maybe he’s just plain complicated. I don’t know. All I know is I don’t get him.
I love him with my whole heart, that every night we argue and I cry I can feel my heart wilting just like the rest of me. I can feel myself dying; I can feel my bones caving in and my breathing get heavy. Maybe it’s just the stress of him leaving that’s hurting us, I just know we argue so much now.
I cry every night, and it hurts. Crying shouldn’t hurt this much but FUCK IT HURTS SO MUCH AND I DONT GET WHY.
I love him so much. I just want to be with him always. I just wish he would stop talking me down and making me feel like shit. I wish he’d stop bringing up my past. I wish we could just move on.

katamagi:

neck kissing………..shoulder kissing………….collarbone kissing……………….

canadianslut:

Can I suck your dick?
*Teacher pops out of nowhere*: I don’t know, CAN you??